My Inspiration

Broken String

2010-01-19T02:40:00.000-08:00

Let me hold you
For the last time
It’s the last chance to feel again
But you broke me
Now I can’t feel anything

When I love you,
It’s so untrue
I can’t even convince myself
When I’m speaking,
It’s the voice of someone else

Oh it tears me up
I try to hold on, but it hurts too much
I try to forgive, but it’s not enough to make it all okay

You can’t play on broken strings
You can’t feel anything that your heart don’t want to feel
I can’t tell you something that ain’t real

Oh the truth hurts
And lies worse
How can I give anymore
When I love you a little less than before

Oh what are we doing
We are turning into dust
Playing house in the ruins of us

Running back through the fire
When there’s nothing left to save
It’s like chasing the very last train when it’s too late

Oh it tears me up
I try to hold on, but it hurts too much
I try to forgive, but it’s not enough to make it all okay

You can’t play on broken strings
You can’t feel anything that your heart don’t want to feel
I can’t tell something that ain’t real

Well the truth hurts,
And lies worse
How can I give anymore
When I love you a little less than before

But we’re running through the fire
When there’s nothing left to save
It’s like chasing the very last train
When we both know it’s too late (too late)

You can’t play on broken strings
You can’t feel anything that your heart don’t want to feel
I cant tell you something that ain’t real

Well truth hurts,
And lies worse
How can I give anymore
When I love you a little less than before

Let me hold you for the last time
It’s the last chance to feel again

-James morrison feat Nelly Furtado-

year 2010

2009-12-31T16:15:00.000-08:00

hari ini hari pertama di tahun 2010 yang gw rasa balance antara rasa bahagia dan juga rasa sedih. Ya lebih baek drpada awal tahun kemarin (2009), yang pertama gw dah ga bimbang lagi dengan keyakinan gw karna gw dah memilih trus yg kedua dihari malam tahun baru gw,suami and si kecil yg ada dikandungan gw jalan n makan ke sebuah kafe di kemang..menyenangkan sekali, karena mengingat tahun kemaren yg menyedihkan..sangat menyedihkan...jujur aja gw sangat seneng banget, akhirnya gw ngerasa lebih tenang dr sebelumnya..qt jd liat kembang api, tp di rumah liatnya maklum ibu hamil pengennya cepet istirahat so ga bisa lama2 diluar rumah :D...tp ya kejadian sedih malah dimulai lagi yg ngebuat gw bingung n bertanya2 "gimana sih jd istri yg baek??"...jujur, gw berharap tahun ini jd awal lagi bwt gw berubah. Dari dulu terkungkung dengan perasaaan bersalah dan penyesalan yg ga pernah henti ampe skarang sehingga ngebuat gw jadi kacau. Nah, gw pengen gw yg dulu sebelum "kejadian itu" sedikitnya bisa kembali..yaitu gw pengen bahagia n positif thinking..tapi knapa Tuhan melihatkan mata kepala gw itu sesuatu yang laen, suatu kebenaran yang sangat2 membuat gw bingung..ya Allah..apa yg mesti gw perbuat???...i wanna shout..ARRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHH.....malam terakhir di 2009 sungguh menyenangkan tp kenapa setiap tgl 1 januari menjadi hal yg terburuk bwt gw..:(..gw diselimuti rasa kesal dibohongin,rasa bingung apa 'hal' yang terjadi ini emang biasa untuk org yg menikah,campur aduk banget perasaan gw....akhirnya untuk menenangkan hati akhirnya gw curhat dengan DIA (Allah Tuhanku)..gw sangat takut banget dampaknya bwt si kecil yg ada dalam kandungan gw..dipikiran gw rasa penyesalan itu muncul lagi, kenapa mesti begini kan harusnya begitu...aaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrgggggggghhhhhhhhhhh....gw mesti gimana ya Allah??...berikan petunjuk-Mu ya Allah...

miss it >:

2009-11-24T23:38:00.000-08:00

aduh dah lama banget ga ngisi blog kangen jg...cos too many stories, too many words, too many painfull, too many hurts.....but there is some happiness too :)... i wanna shout....

my lonely birthday....

2009-02-16T02:15:00.000-08:00

dah lama ga nulis di blog....isinya cuman posting semua lirik2 lagu hehhe...tp itu lirik lagu dr hati gw...btw busway, hari ini gw mo sedikit cerita...today,tgl 16 februari 2009 gw Ultah, n baru kali ini ngerasain ultah sendirian,ga da kue,ga da kado. Bangun tidur ga da ibu..sedih banget...tapi masih ada yg ngucapin ultah sama gw dipagi hari...gw seneng banget hehhe...dia sohib gw..nita nmnya...dari dulu ampe hari ini gw selalu pengen klo pas bangun itu ada kado ultah..apapun itu yg penting di bungkus kado..hihihi...tp itu terakhir taon kemaren...hikshiks..sedih banget...padahal sebnernya tahun ini pengen lebih baek dr tahun kemarin, tp ternyata sebaliknya..sedih banget...gw udah berharap diawal umur gw yg ke 25 ini semoga Tuhan ngasih yang terbaik bwt gw disemua bidang...AMIEN, semoga ibu diberi kesehatan dan semua yang terbaik juga, dan jg ga lupa mendoakan agar semua tmen2 jg dapat yang terbaik juga...

Sebenernya hari ini yang gia pengenin itu ngerayain bareng nyokap,him, n tmen2..hehhe..miss u all guys...

satu lg, i love you mom....

Guang Liang - Bu Hui Fen Li

2008-07-17T19:30:00.000-07:00

Ming tien wo men zhen shi yao fen li
Dian hua zhong ni bu she de yuen chi
Ni shuo ke bu ke yi
Fang ni de xing xai xing li
Gen zhe wo fei xing
Wo men jiu ke yi yung yuen bu fen li

Mei tien yao ting yi chi wo, ai ni
Ni shuo zhe yang hui gan juea tiea xing
Ru guo shuo wo li qu
Ni de xing hui xia qi yue
Man tien shi whu yuin
Zhe ge shi jea shao le kong qi

Chorus
Ba ni bao zai huai li
Wo men mei you yien yue
Guan juea li bea tien liang ge xing zai yi qi
Wo men bao zai huai li
Wo men bu xiang yien yue
Jin tian yi hou liu xia hui yi
Wo men ke yi wen xin
Wo ai ni, bu yien yue
Zhe yi ge tien zai ku qi

Yi bien na tien ni wei wo chung xin
Shuo hao wo men bu nan guo shang xin
Wo shuo ke bu ke yi
Yi lu wo ni de shou xin
Fang zai wo huai li
Zhe yang chai neng gan juea ni de hu xi

Jan zai li qing men qian kan, zhe ni
Bian shang ni she bu de de biao qing
Ru guo shuo wo ke yi
Yong chuen yue jou de muo li
Rang shi jian jan ting
Rang wo men ke yi bu fen li

[Chorus]

[Chorus]

Woahhh

[Chorus]

Wo ai ni, bu fang qi
Zhe yi ge bu xiang fen li

Bu hui fen li

Wooooo

Bu hui fen li

Bu hui fen li

Bu hui fen li

Bu hui fen li

song by Michael Guang

Linkin Park - What I've Done Lyrics

2008-07-13T20:39:00.000-07:00

In this farewell
There's no blood
There's no alibi
Cause I've drawn regret
From the truth
Of a thousand lies

So let mercy come
And wash away

[Chorus]
What I've done
I'll face myself
To cross out what I've become
Erase myself
And let go of what I've done

Put to rest
What you've thought of me
While I've cleaned this slate
With the hands
Of uncertainty

So let mercy come
And wash away

[Repeat Chorus]

For what I've done
I start again
And whatever pain may come
Today this ends
I'm forgiving what I've...
Done

I'll face myself
To cross out what I've become
Erase myself
And let go of what I've done

What I've done
(Na, Na, Na, Na, Na)
What I've done
(Na, Na, Na, Na, Na)
Forgiving what I've done
(Na, Na, Na, Na, Na)

Apologize

2008-06-15T21:33:00.000-07:00

Gomenasai

2008-06-15T21:31:00.000-07:00

What I thought wasn't mine
In the light
Was a one of a kind,
A precious pearl
When I wanted to cry
I couldn't cause I
Wasn't allowed
Gomenasai for everything
Gomenasai, I know I let you down
Gomenasai till the end
I never needed a friend
Like I do now
What I thought wasn't all
So innocent
Was a delicate doll
Of porcelain
When I wanted to call you
And ask you for help
I stopped myself
Gomenasai for everything
Gomenasai, I know I let you down
Gomenasai till the end
I never needed a friend
Like I do now
What I thought was a dream
A mirage
Was as real as it seemed
A privilege
When I wanted to tell you
I made a mistake
I walked away
Gomenasai, for everything
Gomenasai, Gomenasai, Gomenasai
I never needed a friend,
Like I do now
Gomenasai, I let you down
Gomenasai, Gomenasai,
Gomenasai till the end
I never needed a friend
Like I do now

song by Tatu

KerisPatih - Tapi Bukan Aku

2008-05-15T20:17:00.000-07:00

jangan lagi kau sesali keputusanku
ku tak ingin kau semakin kan terluka
tak ingin ku paksakan cinta ini
meski tiada sanggup untuk kau terima

aku memang manusia paling berdosa
khianati rasa demi keinginan semu
lebih baik jangan mencintaiku aku dan semua hatiku
karena takkan pernah kau temui, cinta sejati

reff:
berakhirlah sudah semua kisah ini
dan jangan kau tangisi lagi
sekalipun aku takkan pernah mencoba kembali padamu
sejuta kata maaf terasa kan percuma
sebab rasa ku tlah mati untuk menyadarinya

semoga saja kan kau dapati
hati yg tulus mencintaimu
tapi bukan aku

repeat reff

Bondan feat Fade To Black - R. I. P. (Rhyme In Peace)

2008-05-05T04:42:00.000-07:00

Am Em F C

Lezz: Apa kata yang tepat untuk protes terhadap waktu? Rhyme style apa yang pas untuk demo sedih diriku? Air mataku sanggup katakan lebih banyak dari pada pesan yang disampaikan semua kata.

Titz: Yoo.. yo capital A. N. double much respect fo ya. Kau Selalu karyakan beat untuk rima ber-lima. Meski jarak terbentang ambisi bukan halangannya. Roda dua F1Z menghempas debu Bogor-Jakarta.

Santoz: Sahabat terbaik dalam mengejar mimpi,

Nizto: Teman terhebatku untuk dapat berdiri,

Titz: Kawan yang tepat untuk sharing hal-hal kecil,

Ratz: Kuping yang pas untuk,

Lezz: Untuk dengar rima Cypress Hill.

Santoz: Masih tergambar jelas alunan takdir. Kita lewati malam dengan sebotol beer. Bicara, tertawa, bertingkah semaunya. Sudah saatnya kau tenang di alam sana.

Am Em F C
Mr. B: Hari - hari yang kan ku jalani.. kini semua kan terasa sunyi..

Am Em F C
Walau hampa pasti ku hadapi.. ku ucapkan.. slamat jalan..

Am Em F C

Nizto: slamat jalan teman, semoga kau tenang. Semua canda tawa bayangmu takkan pernah hilang. Dalam setiap langkah, kau slalu ada. Sampai kini ku tak percaya kau telah tiada.

Ratz: Yo.. yo.. Mungkin batu nisan pisahkan dunia kita. Namun ambisimu kan kujaga slalu membara. Gapailah doa yang slalu kubaca. Menemani langkahmu menuju singgasana surga.

Back to Mr. B

Am Em F C Am Em F C
Selamat tinggal.. tidur yang lelap.. mimpi yang indah.. slamat jalan..

Am Em
Selamat tinggal (We love you my brother youâ€™ll always in my heart)..

F C
tidur yang lelap (Even now and forever weâ€™ll always one blood)..

Am Em
mimpi yang indah (Hope God give you heaven, may God be with you)..

F C
slamat jalan..

Am Em F C

Lezz: kami detik ini tanpa kau seperti minus 1. Kami hisap â€œKing Arthurâ€? untuk kau kawan. Kami minum â€œiniâ€? hanya untuk mu teman. Kau adalah milik-Nya, dan kepada-Nya lah kau kembali. Sampai bertemu Brother.. dialam sana nanti.. Rhyme In Peace.

(*dedicated for my lovely best best best friend "Fariq Lutfi" & my beloved sister "Rosmaita"...i miss u, sis n bro*)

A Girl Like Me - Unfaithful [Rihanna]

2008-03-11T01:34:00.000-07:00

Story of my life
searching for the right but it keeps avoiding me
sorrow in my soul
cause it seams that wrong
he really loves my company
he's more than a man
and this is more than love the reason
that the sky is blue
the clouds are roll'n in
because I'm gone again
and to him a just can't be true.

And I know that he knows I'm unfaithful
and it kills him inside to know that I am Happy
with some other guy
I can see him dying.
I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
and everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
and I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be a murderer.

I feel in the air
as I'm doing my hair preparing for another date.
A kiss upon my cheek as he relactenly
asked if I'm gonna be out late
I say I won't long just hanging with the girls
a lie I didn't have to tell
because we both know where I'm about to go
and we know very well

And I know that he knows I'm unfaithful
and it kills him inside
to know that I'm happy with some other guy
I can see him dying.
I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
and everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
and I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take a his life
I don't wanna be a murder.

Our love,
his trust,
I might as well take a gun and put it to his head
get it over with
I don't wanna do this
anymore .
whoa oh..
anymore

I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
and everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
and I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be a murder.

A murderer ...

No,no,no,no,yeah, yeah,

Long Way To Run

2007-12-12T00:47:00.000-08:00

Are these times contagious?
I've never been this bored before
Is this the prize i've waited for?
Now with the hours passing
There's nothing left to insure
I long to find a messenger

Have i got a long way to run (x2)
Yeah, i run

Is there a cure among us?
From this processed sanity
I weaken with each voice that sings
Now, in this world of purchase
I'm going to buy back memories
To awake some old qualities

Have i got a long way to run (x2)
Yeah, i've got a long way to run...

song by Collective Soul

Antara Ada Dan Tiada

2007-11-08T23:28:00.000-08:00

setiap ku melihatmu
ku terasa di hati
kau punya segalanya
yang aku impikan

dan anganku tak henti
bersajak tentang bayangmu
walau kutahu
kau tak pernah anggapku ada

[Reff]
ku tak bisa menggapaimu
takkan pernah bisa
walau sudah letih
aku tak mungkin lepas lagi

kau hanya mimpi bagiku
tak untuk jadi nyata
dan sgala rasa buatmu
harus padam dan berakhir

kan selalu
ku rasa hadirmu
antara ada dan tiada

song by Utopia

Kualitas Hati...

2007-09-26T19:29:00.000-07:00

Kepada mereka yang meninggalkanku seorang diri, terima kasih,
Tanpa kalian, aku tidak akan pernah menemukan diriku sendiri.

Kepada mereka yang selalu mencelaku, terima kasih,
Tanpa kalian, aku tidak pernah memperbaiki kesalahanku.

Kepada mereka yang selalu menghakimiku, terima kasih,
Dari kalian aku belajar melihat orang lain tidak hanya dari penampilan luar saja.

Kepada mereka yang menganggapku lemah dan tak berdaya, terima kasih,
Dari kalian aku bisa belajar untuk selalu berharap kepada TUHAN.

Kepada mereka yang telah mentertawakanku, terima kasih,
Tanpa kalian, aku tidak pernah belajar untuk intropeksi diri.

Kepada mereka yang telah menyakitiku, terma kasih,
Tanpa kalian, aku tidak akan pernah belajar mengampuni.

Kepada mereka yang telah mengecewakanku, terima kasih.
Tanpa kalian, aku tidak pernah bisa belajar memahami orang lain.

Kepada mereka yang berpikir bahwa aku tidak dapat melakukan sesuatu, terima kasih
karena tanpa mereka, aku tidak akan pernah mencoba sesuatu yang baru ataupun sikap baru.

Ada Kekuatan Di Dalam .........

2007-09-26T19:11:00.000-07:00

Ada kekuatan di dalam cinta,
Orang yang sanggup memberikan cinta adalah orang yang kuat
Karena ia bisa mengalahkan keinginannya
Untuk mementingkan diri sendiri.

Ada kekuatan dalam tawa kegembiraan,
Orang tertawa gembira adalah orang yang kuat
Karena ia tidak pernah terlarut dengan tantangan dan cobaan.

Ada kekuatan di dalam kedamaian diri
Orang yang dirinya penuh damai bahagia adalah orang yang kuat
Karena ia tidak pernah tergoyahkan
Dan tidak mudah diombang-ambingkan.

Ada kekuatan di dalam kesabaran,
Orang yang sabar adalah orang yang kuat
Karena ia sanggup menanggung segala sesuatu
Dan ia tidak pernah merasa disakiti.

Ada kekuatan di dalam kemurahan,
Orang yang murah hati adalah orang yang kuat
Karena ia tidak pernah menahan mulut dan tangannya
Untuk melakukan yang baik bagi sesamanya.

Ada kekuatan di dalam kebaikan,
Orang yang baik adalah orang yang kuat
Karena ia bisa selalu mampu melakukan yang baik bagi semua orang.

Ada kekuatan di dalam kesetiaan,
Orang yang setia adalah orang yang kuat
Karena ia bisa mengalahkan nafsu dan keinginan pribadi
Dengan kesetiaannya kepada Allah dan sesama.

Ada kekuatan di dalam kelemahlembutan,
Orang yang lemah lembut adalah orang yang kuat
Karena ia bisa menahan diri untuk tidak membalas dendam.

Ada kekuatan di dalam penguasaan diri,
Orang yang bisa menguasai diri adalah orang yang kuat
Karena ia bisa mengendalikan segala nafsu keduniawian.

Sadarkah teman bahwa engkau juga memiliki cukup

Kekuatan untuk mengatasi segala permasalahan dalam hidup ini?
Dimanapun, seberat dan serumit apapun juga.
Karena pencobaan tidak akan pernah dibiarkan melebihi kekuatan kita.

REAL

2007-09-26T00:14:00.000-07:00

Look at me I'm twenty three
Beautiful a sight to see
Tonight

A little dress to draw the press
And I'll be leaving
All the rest behind

Well be pleased girl
If this is what you wanted
The whole world is watching you take the stage
What will you say

Aren't I lovely
And do you want me cause
I am hungry for something that will make me real
Can you see me and
Do you love me cause
I am desperately searching for something
Real

I close my eyes imagine time
Will not forget
My sacrifice

I numb the ache and decorate
My emptiness
Stand naked in the light

Well be pleased world
If this is what you wanted
This young girl is everything that you made
What will she say

Aren't I lovely
And do you want me cause
I am hungry for something that will make me real
Can you see me and
Do you love me cause
I am desperately searching for something
Real

The world goes home
The lights go down
My lipstick fades
Away

And do you want me cause
I am hungry for something that will make me real
Can you see me and
Do you love me cause
I am desperately searching for something
Real
(repeats)

song by plumb

Maafkan Aku Mencintai Kekasihmu

2007-09-18T20:26:00.000-07:00

Teman ada yang ingin kusampaikan
Namun ini tak pantas tuk kau dengar
Ku ada di tempat yang salah
Karna dibutakan
Cinta…

Yang kau lihat tak seperti
Yang kau lihat
Semua telah terjadi di luar kendaliku
Jika bisa kuarahkan saja
Cinta ini ke lain
Cinta..

Reff:
Maafkan Aku mencintai kekasihmu
kekasihmu…
Namun ku tak ingin menjadi
Penyebab kehancuran
Antara kau dan dia dan aku

[*]
Teman takkan kupaksa kau maafkan
Diriku yang terlanjur bersalah
Hanyalah maaf tulus dariku
Takkan pernah kubuat
lagi…

back to Reff:

Dan aku…. dan aku… dan aku…

back to [*]

song by Rebecca

Sebelum Cahaya

2007-09-13T02:29:00.000-07:00

Ku teringat hati
Yang bertabur mimpi
Kemana kau pergi cinta
Perjalanan sunyi
Yang engkau tempuh sendiri
Kuatkanlah hati cinta

Chorus:
Ingatkan engkau kepada
Embun pagi bersahaja
Yang menemanimu sebelum cahaya
Ingatkan engkau kepada
Angin yang berhembus mesra
Yang kan membelaimu cinta

Kekuatan hati yang berpegang janji
Genggamlah tanganku cinta
Ku tak akan pergi meninggalkanmu sendiri
Temani hatimu cinta

Chorus

Ku teringat hati
Yang bertabur mimpi
Kemana kau pergi cinta
Perjalanan sunyi
Yang engkau tempuh sendiri
Kuatkanlah hati cinta

Chorus

song by Letto

Jauh

2007-09-13T02:05:00.001-07:00

kasihku jauh dari hatiku
kasihku jauh sekali
bilamana kau gapai hatiku
kau tak pernah peduli denganku

ku ingin kau tau cintaku hatiku
ku ingin kau tau hatiku

kau slalu saja
tak peduli dengan diriku
kau jauh dariku
kuingin kau dekat diriku

tapi kau jauh
kau jauh, jauh, smakin jauh
dan kini kau benci
benci, benci aku

tetap milikku
meskipun kau telah jauh
hatiku tetap jauh
meski engkau bukan milikku lagi

kau tetap di hatiku huu....

song by NAIF

Kekasih Sejati..

2007-09-02T23:11:00.000-07:00

Aku yang memikirkan,
namun aku tak banyak berharap
Kau membuat waktu ku,
tersita dengan angan tentang mu
[#:]
Mencoba lupakan,
tapi ku tak bisa,
mengapa, begini
[Reff:]
Oh mungkin aku bermimpi,
menginginkan diri mu,
untuk ada disini menemani ku
Oh mungkinkah kau yang jadi,
kekasih sejati ku
Semoga, tak sekedar harap ku
[#] ~~ [Reff]
Bila,
tak menjadi milik ku,
aku tak ‘kan menyesal,
telah jatuh hati
[Reff]
~ Semoga, tak sekedar harap ku…

song by monita

This is the beginning..

2007-07-30T03:26:00.000-07:00

The beginning for change,
The beginning for make all be better,
The beginning for what I've chosen,
The beginning for positive,
Maybe there were some emotional impact at hart,
But slowly you can find it the solution,
The reason for what you've been doing.....

Maybe the changing in your life was a little,
but you must believe it can affect to the other...

way back into love

2007-07-11T01:43:00.000-07:00

I’ve been living with a shadow overhead
I’ve been sleeping with a cloud above my bed
I’ve been lonely for so long
Trapped in the past, I just can’t seem to move on
I’ve been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
Just in case I ever need em again someday
I’ve been setting aside time
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind
All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can’t make it through without a way back into love
Oh oh oh
I’ve been watching but the stars refuse to shine
I’ve been searching but I just don’t see the signs
I know that it’s out there
There’s got to be something for my soul somewhere
I’ve been looking for someone to shed some light
Not just somebody just to get me throught the night
I could use some direction
And I’m open to your suggestions
All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can’t make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart again
I guess I’m hoping you’ll be there for me in the end
There are moments when I don’t know if it’s real
Or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration Not just another negotiation
All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can’t make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart to you
I’m hoping you’ll show me what to do
And if you help me to start again
You know that I’ll be there for you in the end

song by Hugh Grant n Haley Bennett

True Love

2007-06-11T02:17:00.000-07:00

Furikaeru to Itsumo kimi ga waratte kureta
(When I turned around You always smiled for me)
Kaze no you ni sotto
(Softly like a breeze)

Mabushi sugite Me wo tojite mo ukande kuru yo
(So dazzling that Even if I close my eyes [it] flashes [across my mind])
Namida ni kawatteku
(Changing into tears)*

Kimi dake wo shinjite Kimi dake wo kizutsukete
(Believing only in you Hurting only you)
Bokura wa Itsumo Haruka haruka tooi mirai wo
Yumemiteta hazu sa
(We've always been dreaming of the distant and remote future)

Tachidomaru to Nazeka kimi wa utsumuita mama
(When I stopped For some reason you had your eyes cast down)
Ame no you ni sotto
(Softly like rain)

Kawaranai yo Ano hi kimi to deatta hi kara
(I have not changed Since that day I met you)
Namida ni kawatte mo
(Even if [it] changes into tears)*

Kimi dake wo mitsumete Kimi dake shika inakute
(I look fixedly only at you There is no one else but you)
Bokura wa Itsumo Haruka haruka tooi mirai wo
Yumemiteta hazu sa
Yumemiteta hazu sa
(We've always been dreaming of the distant and remote future)

song by FUJI FUMIYA

U maKe Me WanNa..

2007-04-24T21:17:00.000-07:00

You know you make me wanna...
You know you make me wanna...

To start it off i know you know me,
to come to think of it, it was only last week
that i had a dream about us, oh
thats why im here, im writing this song
to tell the truth you know ive been hurting all along,
someway let me know, you want me girl,

everytime you see me what do u see?
i feel like im a poor man and you're the queen,
oh baby, youre the only thing that i really need,
baby thats why...

Chorus
You make me wanna call you in the middle of the night
you make me wanna hold you till the morning light
You make me wanna love,
you make me wanna fall,
You make me wanna surrender my soul
I know this is a feeling that i just cant fight,
you're the first and last thing on my mind
You make me wanna love
You make me wanna fall,
You make me wanna surrender my soul

Well i know that these feelings wont end now
they'll just get stronger if i see you again
Baby im tired of being friends
I wanna know if you feel the same,
and could you tell me do you feel my pain?
Dont leave me in doubt

Everytime you see me what do u see?
i feel like im a poor man an youre the queen
oh baby, youre the only thing that i really need
baby thats why...

Chorus

I'll take you home real quick
sit you down on the couch
pour some Dom Perignon and hit the lights out,
Baby we can make sweet love,
then we'll take it nice and slow
Gonna touch you like youve never known before
we're gonna make love ohhh
Chorus(x2)

song by blue

(Theres gotta be) More to Life

2007-04-16T04:10:00.000-07:00

I've got it all, but I feel so deprived
I go up, I come down and I'm emptier inside
Tell me what is this thing that I feel like I'm missing
And why can't I let it go

CHORUS:
There's gotta be more to life...
Than chasing down every temporary high to satisfy me
Cause the more that I'm...
Trippin' out thinkin' there must be more to life
Well it's life, but I'm sure... There's gotta be more

(Than wanting more)

I've got the time and I'm wasting it slowly
Here in this moment I'm half-way out the door
Onto the next thing, I'm searching for something that's missing

CHORUS

I'm wanting more

I'm always waiting on something other than this
Why am I feelin' like there's something I missed....
Always... Always...

CHORUS - repeat twice

More to life
There's gotta be more to life (more to life)
There's gotta be more to life (more)
More to my life

song by stacie orrico

puisi malam

2007-04-15T23:09:00.000-07:00

kesunyian menghembus malam
sampaikan anganmu
menggores ketulusan jiwa dari kebajikan

kau simpan segala risaumu
gundah yg tersisa
hanyut terbawa impian
tlah lama terpendam

engkau terdiam membisu
terbuai lamunan
hidupkan asa yang telah sirna
disepanjang hidupmu

serahkan dalam kepasrahan
dan tunjukkan kasih-Mu

Rainy Days

2006-07-27T23:17:00.000-07:00

Bunch of flying cottons obstruct the sun's beam,and the clear,blue sky turns dim.Accompanied by flashes of thunder,And freezing wind like one in the freezer. Droplets of rainwater go tick tick,Like the tears that glitters down one's cheek.Indicating that the heaven is sad,Adding the loneliness that we already had.
Do not forget that hard work pays,and there will be success after the pain,like the saying that says,There will be rainbow after the rain.

my ...

2006-07-27T23:11:00.000-07:00

I wrote this,to give that special person a hint.A person that i often miss,and whom i can't stop lovin'My heart is just for you,and i love everything you do.From the way you walk,to the way you talk.
is it the way u giggle?is it the way you make me tremble?Somebody help me,I'm caught in the middle.There you are my attractive flower,The morning sun that gives me power.Please notice this loveless pauper,That begs for warmth of a lover.

The Light Of Hope

2006-07-27T13:57:00.000-07:00

When you were here,
You made me smile.
You showed me you cared,
By walking that extra mile.

The birds always sang,
The sun always shone,
My world had light
With you by my side.

You showed me to trust,
To care for,
to love.
You showed me to see
What the stars bring up above.

My hope seems to die,
But for my feelings I won't lie.
You'll have me here forever,
Always by your side.